I was in Hamburg briefly, just for the Steven Wilson show.
I’m writing this now from my apartment in Prague, sipping wine I just picked up at a local grocery store. I can’t read the label, and I’m okay with that. I love adventure.
It reminds me of Beaujolais — a style of young wine from France.
Beaujolais was ruined for me: I read a glowing review before opening the bottle. I expected X, but got Y. Ever since, it’s carried notes of overhype on the nose and disappointment on the finish. It’s a beloved wine, to be fair. Maybe I’d have appreciated it more without the expectations.
Anyway — how was the concert?
You just had to be there.
…but I’ll try to explain.
Upon entering the Sporthalle in Hamburg, a massive message was projected behind the stage asking the crowd to put their phones away. Of course, I was a bit disappointed. My youngest, Makelle, is a HUGE fan, and a few photos of the show would have delighted her.
The first show I attended with a strict no-phone policy was Puscifer’s Conditions of My Parole tour. At first, it felt pretentious. Part of me was offended — how dare you deprive me of the right to document my life, especially after I paid good money to be here?
But then… the show began.
Maynard James Keenan had crafted a deeply intentional performance. And like that Beaujolais, he didn’t want your shitty pictures and shaky video to taint the experience for the guy in Kansas City seeing the show next week.
Chris Rock tried it in 2018. Since then: Dave Chapelle, Joe Rogan… and more musicians are catching on. As mentioned – TOOL frontman Maynard James Keenan is infamous for his zero-tolerance phone policy — TOOL, Puscifer, A Perfect Circle. If security even sees your screen, you’re out.
No questions.
Now, Ghost has joined in on their “Skeletour” run. Frontman Tobias Forge said the phone-free atmosphere during their LA filming of Rite Here, Rite Now (their recent concert film) created the most electric crowd energy they’d ever felt. Because people were, aptly, right here, right now — not filtering it through a 4” screen.
I once pissed away a RUSH concert through a camera lens. I’d smuggled in a small digital camera and spent half the show trying to get sharp shots of Geddy, Alex, and Neil. I watched an embarrassing amount of the performance through an LCD screen. Now Neil’s gone, and I’ll never get to see them again. I wasted the reality of the moment trying to cling to it through a device.
I stopped trying to live Rush concerts through a screen.
The best part? I actually did get to photograph RUSH one year – for real. Photo pass and everything. I have pictures of Neil looking me right in the eyes. I was 24 inches away from Geddy & Alex. Peak experience. I digress….
That night, on the way home, I realized: there’s a time for cameras — and there is a time to just be an awake, aware, deeply feeling human in a moment that I’ll never get back.